In the silence of the night, there is a sudden tapping at the side
window of Eric Payson's grandmother's house. To a young boy, this
would be the chilling earliest recollection of the last few moments
of his father's life. A haunting whisper echoes throughout the rest
of his existence and challenges the steel of his character. The
consequences of that tragic moment that night will set the course
for Eric s eternal reminder. Rebellion and conflict find him a
worthy opponent. The choices Eric makes may take him away from those
who love him most. He struggles to find solace in a world whereby
his very own hand creates strife and discord amongst everything it
touches. Raw and undisciplined, his natural talents cannot temper
the restlessness in his spirit. Even a mother s heart, which seeks
to protect her child from the world, finds it a daunting task when
she cannot protect him from his own quandary. Loving someone
unconditionally means allowing them the dignity of risk.
Unconditional love is put to the test in this poignant story of
vulnerability, discontent, and pursuit of redemption from boyhood to
manhood. Eric must confront the truth about himself, a monumental
task when boys are only as sick as their secrets. Will a mother's
love be enough or will it have been too much? One thing is for
certain with raising young boys alone...there is no in between.